Letting go of tat someone tat made u smile is the hardest goodbye to say

Decided to start blogging again cos i need a place to rant all my troubles...Have u ever felt like crying out to someone but there juz isn't anyone? Have u ever felt lonely becos no one actually understands u? Everyone is so bz with their own life...Have u ever wanted someone so badly but u couldn't have them? Worse thing is tat the particular someone u like is in love wif some bastard who isn't good looking or wat and is toying wif their feelings...Doesn't it frustrates u when u can't do anything to protect someone u love from all the evil pple out there? Have u said u wld stop contacting someone but in the end u still contact them back becos they mean alot to u? Have u ever tried letting go of someone u love becos u dun wan to see them get hurt?

i wanna drink...i wanna smoke...i wanna speed at 180km/hr...i wanna slp n wake up the next day feeling fine...gosh..y do bad pple always get wat they wan..so wat if u have money but u can't get wat u wan....this world is so unfair...

P.S im so surpise liling was so concerned abt me when she tok to me on msn...so funny tat the least expected person will actually msg n call me to ask if im alrite at 4am in the morning