Fri morning i secretly went for a job interview in the finance industry becos the HR manager of tat co. wans to offer me a job....in the afternoon i was suppose to have 2 appts but it was canceled cos the malay lady whom i was suppose to meet is on MC (lazy malays always like this!)...my other appt was also canceled as the PIC was going out for a meeting so wldn't be able to meet me as well...Therefore i had lunch wif R since she was near my area....we had lunch at bugis foodcourt....later we didn't feel like working for the day n wanted to catch a movie instead...however there wasn't rilly enough time for movie since we have to report back to office in the evening...so we juz shop ard bugis n chill at TCC...haha...i noe we r not suppose to be relaxing during office hrs but heck la...its a fri n i dun feel like canvassing already...

R's chee ko bei customer msg her n ask her out for drinks after work...therefore she needed a companion to go along with her n ask me along...had drinks at Hooters wif her customer n his colleagues....her customer is a regular at Hooters and even noes the boss of hooters and Asia Pacific breweries...i seriously hate beer la...y do pple always order beer sia...drank abt 2 mugs n i merlion at the place again...kaoz....all R's fault! ask me to tolerate n din wan to giv me the plastic bag...so i cldn't control n puke at the side...Well...thankgoodness R can rilly hold her liquor....she can rilly drink alot even to a point where one of the customer's colleague surrender n she still can go on entertaining the rest of the grp...plus she was drinking from a straw all along...she says its a habit drinking frm a straw....i seriously admire the way she tackle and handle those guys...The Asia Pacific boss saw tat i cldn't drink much n told me tat he was once like me n he train himself to drink cos its part of entertainment in sales line and after a while his body got immune to alcohol n tats how he can drink a record of 18 mugs...At the end of the drinking session the customer actually wanted R to go back wif him...but R refuse him in a nice manner....not sure wat she said la...but she spend quite awhile talking to him n making him happy b4 we left....i feel like an loser not being able to help her drink any...but den again i juz hate alcohol...how do u make someone love alcohol when he actually hates the smell and taste of it????

Took a cab back to her place...i think R also abit seh already la....kept talking thruout the journey home and some of the things she says doesn't make sense to me...lol~....anyway was at her place n slept over at her hse....nw i noe y she says shes blur....cos she keeps misplacing her stuff....it was things like remote controller, hp, contact lense, glasses etc The blur gal also broke her favorite mug while wanting to pour water into it and she was very heart broken when it broke....it was a mug from japan n its not gonna be ez to find back cos it was bought few yrs back already from a stall along the streets...

Next morning we had to report to work even tho its a sat...we work alternate sat and unfortunately this sat need to work....so i had to grab a cab home to bath n change into some new clothes b4 heading down to work....i felt rather hungry cos we din had much food at hooters...mostly beer and some finger food like chicken wing and satay....went to packet roti prata frm my hse downstairs and was 1/2 hr late when i step into the office...haiz...my boss has warned me not to be late the previous wk when the new batch of sales pple come in but wat to do...i have a very bad habit of being late for work :(

I think its kinda awkward now cos we r both colleagues and its not good to let our office pple noe tat theres something between the 2 of us rite....btw shes the only lady in the office less the lady boss...n i noe one of my other colleagues is also interested in her....guess we'll have to keep this a secret for the time being la...den again shes so much older than me and i dun think she can wait any longer...she shd rilly settle down with someone who can provide for her....on the other hand im still very young n will not be able to commit anything to her in the near future plus i still intend to further my studies....so u see we r both completely diff pple....

Is this love or is this juz an infatuation?

Over the past few days ever since i had R hp no. we have been msging each other even tho we still meet each other everyday in the office....after work n even during office hrs when we r out canvassing on our own or attending appts...we still make an effort to msg each other...Today was so called our first date cos previously our colleagues r always there to join us but this time happen tat our colleagues r all bz with their own stuff therefore we had dinner nearby at paya lebar post office building....it was wonderful listening to R's stories on her past relationship wif other guys....even tho shes like 11 yrs older than me i dun feel any age gap between me n her...perhaps its becos of her youthful looks which make her look more like 20 plus instead ba...R is definitely one good catch n a perfectionist like me tats y shes probably still single till nw even tho she constantly has lots of different guys after her...some of them shower her with expensive gifts and branded stuff while some did rilly sweet things for her but unfortunately they still din manage to capture her heart in the end...

This brought me to realise something....love is a strange thing...u can't make someone love u wif ur money or even by doing rilly sweet things for them...when cupid strikes, love juz happens...u will find tat person attractive even tho he/she doesn't do any sweet stuff for u or buy u expensive gifts....so my msg to my fellow virgo who is going thru a tough time right nw is dun bother doing anymore things for her....let nature take its course....

I dun deny the fact tat im attracted to R at this moment cos shes constantly on my mind....but im still not sure if she feels the same....wadeva it is....R is nw a motivation for me to go to work....Age doesn't rilly matter to me but time is definitely not on my side :(

Met J for steamboat at bugis today....thanks to the recommendation of jul....food is still alrite la....din rilly have much appetite to eat...rather cheap i muz say....well...first date wif J is crazy la....i think its scaring the shit out of me ald....shes like throwing herself onto me....i dunno izzit becos of my charm or wat la...but shes rilly clinging onto me like nobody business...i was so scared i meet someone i noe on the street n misunderstand....i guess its better not to go into the details...my close frenz ald noe wats happening so if u wanna noe more den come n ask me....lol~

Well...i guess i will never get serious wif her no matter wat....cos shes nt the kinda gal im looking for...not tat shes doesn't have the looks cos she rilly is pretty but im still doubtful of her character...i dun believe in love at first sight....only lust at first sight...but how can it be lust at first sight when i ain't good looking....tio bo? probably after my money? but i also dun have money....i dun own a car or hse....there r many richer guys out there than me who drives a sports car....given her looks she can easily find a rich guy to marry la...In any case....i wun get serious wif her tats for sure

Fri after work...went for dinner and drinks at boat quay wif my new colleagues....gosh they r crazy man....1 jug after another...there were only 4 of us n we ordered 4 jugs of beer....thank goodness stephen came to my rescue n drink abit for me otherwise i gonna merlion again la....was suppose to meet my other frenz at MOS later at nite so i quickly use it as an excuse to siam from them...i think next time better not go drinking wif them again...they r mad!!!! n i hate drinking!!!! esp. BEER...my belly is big enough le....still drink beer later got a beer belly...yucks....

Walk over to MOS to meet up wif Jackson n his poly frenz....suppose to meet my poly frenz also but they put aeroplane...nevertheless it didn't stop me frm having fun....hahahaa...R n B room was pack as usual....got to noe this gal frm china who was here on holiday...funny thing is tat her bf was behind her n she still wanna dance wif me...wat a slut she is man....shes quite pretty n cld tell she rather seh already....i even manage to get her no. in the end....but dun think i gonna contact her la cos her no. is china no. I feel so satisfied with myself...stealing someone else's gf right under their nose...fucking guy so ugly still wif such a beauty....


Next i was at the Main dance floor which was filled wif foreigners n transversite on stage....everytime i go the the main dance floor theres always transversite ard....think its one of their fav. hangout place other than changi village...anyway stephen n me saw this damn gorgeous gal...one of the hottest n prettiest gal i've ever seen in clubs....even stephen agree wif me....for once our taste is the same....lol~ anyway saw her dancing wif a guy....however they seem to be juz normal frenz so i juz took up my courage n approach her even tho i noe she was wif a guy fren....turn out she is also frm china....here in s'pore to study english....wtf??? how come all the pretty gals r all non singaporeans....anyway...chatted wif her abit in english n got her no. as well....haha...

Things r getting crazy at the moment....fuck man...been msging n chatting wif tat china gal the past few days.....i think shes into me but the thing is i hate talking to her in chinese....not tat i condemn china pple but i juz hate talking in chinese wif pple....i wonder how long i can stand talking to her in chinese on the phone or when we meet....damn it la...if only she speaks english maybe i wld consider going after her..

y r things always not perfect or izzit becos im a perfectionist by nature?

Back from Egypt!! Nice country to visit but not a good place to visit again...nothing much to do there after a few days...all u see r huge rocks wif carvings on it....magnificent man made buildings using only rocks and boulders to construct their temple n tomb.....however kinda miss the fun i had in s'pore n esp. my beloved frenz....haha....Pictures will be up once i got the time to upload it into my com...haiz....wat a waste....im back n shes leaving again for KL....how sad~...thank goodness its juz a short trip...hoping to see her again over the wkends hopefully....oh well....

A great motivation to work harder when i was back in the office today....2 new staff have join the co. One of them is a ex SIA stewardess...one hell of a hot gal but age is catching up on her....hehe...who cares i love older woman anyway....another is a guy whos an ex army regular....nothing much to comment abt this guy cos hes still rather quiet....but the SIA gal is damn talkative la....the way she talks reminds me of HX....those ah lian ah lian type n shes into drinking n clubbing....lol~....haven even 1 wk in the office she already jio my colleagues n me to go club tml cos she still has one bottle left at MOS....anyway most likely going to club tml wif my frenz at MOS...so probably can club together as well la...

Wonder y do pple i dun contact anymore read my blog...wats so interesting abt my blog?? its all abt my personal life...no interesting topic to read or comment abt wat....nosy pple or rather i shd say busybody....i create this blog juz to keep an account of wats happening in my life an update my close frenz wats happening ard me...if u ain't my fren dun bother reading this blog cos it doesn't concern u unless of cos u r interested to get to noe me...if so plz leave ur name n contact so i can contact u...dun be like a shadow lurking ard my blog....notice i dun even have any links to other blog becos i dun like someone i dunno reading all the stuff abt me...tats y only close frenz i have noe abt my blog....Enough said....im going to slp nw...tml gonna be a long day

First and foremost...

Happy BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

Officially 22 yrs old now with newfound freedom after army....well...din rilly celebrate wif anyone over the wkends....its like when u grow older...bday celebration or not is not impt anymore...wat matters is the company u have....However i had a surprise bday cake from my co. after work yesterday....they bluff me say got meeting but in the end was a bday celebration for me....im so touch~ After tat i met up wif her...we were suppose to meet on sat but she totally forgotten abt it so she postpone to monday evening for dinner...however shes a very bz gal la...always doing OT so no choice can only meet me late at nite for supper....planned to go west coast mac but she was feeling lazy to leave her hse again so she invited me over to her place instead...it was rilly sweet to spend time wif her over at her hse even tho she totally forgotten it was my bday....haiz.....in any case...i pass her my hamster to look after too since i'll be away for a wk....think her place is becoming a zoo already....got 2 dogs 1 rabbit n nw an additional hamster...hehe...i juz love her dogs!! Below is a pic of 'Sonic' and me...wanted to take a pic wif 'Clarice' as well but 'Sonic' got jealous when i tried to carry 'Clarice' so cldn't take a photo wif it...isn't it cute???

Yesterday while canvassing at OCBC centre...there was this finance co. who wanted me to join their co. I happen to be speaking to the HR manager n she ask if i was interested to crossover to the banking and finance sector....she said not many young pple like to do wat im doing cos its tough job running outdoor doing door to door sales.....but i told her im juz doing this for the experience only...anyway she got my namecard so she'll get back to me if they need pple...haha...kinda happy pple r actually offering me job while im working...the Fuji Xerox job i got is also like this...poaching me away frm my previous co. ....well if they wan me to leave my current co. they definitely have to offer me better pay....haha...

Yesterday my co. had a dinner gathering at 'The Pines'....the bosses treated us to a sumptuous dinner inviting some of their ex colleagues from newscom...we ordered quite alot as we shared mutton murtabak on top of our main course...not forgetting my chocolate float which tasted alrite only la....haha...anyway after tat we proceeded for drinks...din noe where we were drinking at first till they brought me to the ktv at the basement...it was a ktv pub wif individual rooms for pple who prefers privacy...My 3 bosses r all crazy la....esp. the lady boss....open 3 bottles n ordered jugs of beer when theres only 7 of us....once i entered the ktv room n saw those bottles n jug i knew i had nowhere to run already....they gonna make me drunk for the nite...we played dice game whereby everyone take turns to throw the dice...each no. represents diff things....eg. if u throw a six u drink up all...throw a one can top up the drink etc. my lady boss is hardcore sia...keep topping up to the max once she manage to throw a one....tat nite im so sway to sit beside her n keep throwing six la!!! kaoz....drank martel n beer....one cup after another...damn sucky man...till i reach a pt where i cannot take it anymore...i juz slept on the sofa (as usual...alcohol juz makes me sleepy)....when my boss wake me up i felt an urge to puke for some reasons....so i quickly made my way to the gents....however i cldn't control n merlion inside the ktv room itself...damn jialat sia....my boss was a gentleman as he accompanied me to the gents n made sure i was alrite....i was damn paisei la as everyone had to change to another room as the current room was dirtied by my vomit....argh....after tat i was feeling damn sleepy n decided to juz head back home to sleep as next day still had to go back office....thank goodness i didn't drive....took a cab home n had a quick shower b4 concussing on my bed....i think yesterday nite i drank the most out of all the clubbing n drinking sessions i had...Frankly speaking i never like to drink....doesn't make me high at all...juz sleepy!!!!! A good substitute for sleeping pills....haha...

Didn't go out wif anyone tonite as i simply dun feel like asking any of my gal frenz out....i juz can't help feeling guilty when im dating someone whom im not serious with...dun wan to play wif their feelings n end up hurting them...so its best i keep a distance at times n make sure i dun give them the wrong idea

My family is planning to go Egypt in sept....this will probably be the last holiday i can go with them b4 i start sch....this wld mean tat i have to work extra hard in sept in order to get any commission....aiming to close at least 4 deals by end of sept....currently i already have some prospect on pending whereby i've ald given them the proposal...however its still up to their boss to decide